So my plans atm...

As the title says theses are my plans for the moment, First move out of the apartment and get back into my parents place... not a huge fan of this but its for the best. From there i need to redo the whole basement. Once that is done i need to pay off my credit card, then save for school and go to school. During this time there is me having a social life and getting my tattoos i want. Once school is done and over with pay off and student dues i have. from there i need to look for a better job and have a social life. Once either find a better job or i save up enough money to move to Italy. what ever comes first. Once i make it to Italy i will live in the family house to start with as i find a new job and start making a new life. Once that is set up i can keep the family house or i can get a new one. That is my very basic plan so far.

So it has come to this...

Title really means nothing, lol just always wanted to say that. http://xkcd.com/1022/


Now, Haley is gone and so is almost all my stuff. I don't really care though. When i tell someone what happened they ask me why didn't i take her to court, why did i let them take my stuff, why didn't i do this, or why did i do that. Its simple i don't care. Everything she took as a material object. It can all be replaced. In the big picture i lost nothing. I still have my apartment if i want it, i have my family and friends around me, and i still have me job. What have a lost, the answer nothing with real value. What has me mad, even after i let her live there for free. yes meaning i paid for everything. She has the nerve to talk bad about me on facebook. what a bitch, not only did she try to talk shit about me on facebook she had to remove me as a friend first. Yeah bitch i watched porn on your laptop, fuck that. i have my own laptop plus i was dating you and working all the time. i would like to know when i had the chance too. Since you basically hung around my damn neck. Grow the fuck up. Honestly the only time i used your laptop was to do virus and malware checks for you cause of all the shit you download. Since we broke up no one has been checking your computer so no wonder it crashed. Grow up thats it. your gone from my life and so is your family have got to bitch at A&W once your done. Leave me alone, don't talk about me, talk to me, or anything. I am happy that you are wrong and out of my life Haley.


So i guess there is no point in hiding it since your going to read this and know this part is about you, I am glad that your part of my life again. I missed you and still care for you. Blogger was the only way i was able check up with you. since i only post here and there i am still out of the loop. I am happy that your continuing with post secondary although i am sad that your not in the area. When your here we do need to hang out and i hope things turn out well. As long as you want too i will not turn on you. We have gone through it before. I will always stand by your side.

LMFAO one paragraph is all hate and like i want this bitch out of my life and i am glad she is out. The other is about how i am happy i have this person back in my life.

Last thing i need to decide is do i keep the apartment or not.

Start Over

So, its bit awhile hasn't blogger. How has my life been since my last post well its almost been a year. If i were to fill you in on every little thing this might take awhile. So lets just do some highlights.

Family:

  - My parents are doing well and are looking into buying a house and moving out of the co-op i grew up in. It will be nice to see them owning their own place instead of just renting something.

-My sisters:

  -Andrea( or Andy) is doing well last year of high school and looks like she will be graduating. She has two jobs. One at Tim hortons and the other at Booster juice. Booster juice has offered her a promotion to supervisor or manger if she leaves Tim Hortons. But it is up to her.

   -Nakia is just about to start High school. So young, to be that age again. She spent her summer at a Cadet summer training camp. She enjoyed it. I think she enjoys the money more tho.

-My brother:
 
  - William moving up another grade. He turns 12 in feb and then he will be joining Cadets as well.

School:

   - Not much as been done on this. I still want to go to school. But working and relationship shit plus living on your own makes it hard. Still my goal to go though.

Work:

   - Work has been going pretty well. I have been promoted twice. From crew to Team leader and team leader to Supervisor. Next step for my is Manger then GM. Where i can save money and go to school and leave fast food hopefully. They have sent me to a new location. Which is closer to my place.

Relationship:

   -Well Haley and I Dated for 1 year and 7 months. Living together for a year and a month. It been full of ups and down. But on Aug 16/12 Her and I broke up. It was all the little things that finally broke me down. We never really talked about anything important or had a deep conversions. She was happy if i hugged her and laughed at her dump jokes. They were bad. Every once and awhile she had a good one tho.  We really didn't have much in common. Interests wise, personal traits we had a lot of similar negative ones. The laziness, lying, and much. But the difference is i am changing that or at least trying. She never did the little cleaning things. The apartment is always a mess cause she will get to it later. But if i try and clean i get yelled at its my job to clean. Fuck just do it then. After a year she finally gets a job. She only works like one shift a week. They try and call her in and she says no. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK i work 42 hours a weeks. you work fucking 6 and a half. Grab the fucking shift and make a little more money so you can help out. Did you think i was going to pay for everything for ever.  I don't know how many times she has lied to me but i caught her on two big ones. First was school, she lied about going to class and so on. I knew she was lying but i figured the more i make a big deal about her grad the more she will try in school.... well i was wrong. I dropped over three bills on it and she failed and the only reason she told me was cause she got tickets and it would be hard to tell everyone not to go to her grad for no reason. The second one was after we broke up. She is still living here cause she has no family in the city. So being the nice guy i am gave her a month to move out. Well that changed when i figured out she already likes another guy and she had the fucking balls to bring him back to my apartment. She didn't know i knew that she liked him and shit. but yeah we got into a fight about that where she lived to me over and over again. So she has to be out by this sunday now. She wants us to be together then why the fuck is she looking for another guy, fuck that. After that fight she talked to him all night. He can have her, good luck man and enjoy my sloppy seconds.  But yeah over all i was unhappy and i can't wait for her to leave now.


Apartment:

    - Well Since Haley and I broke up ^. She is taking her shit and leaving. Which kinda sucks cause the:
        -Bedroom set
        -47" flat screen tv
        -Coffee table
        -China cabet
        -bookself
        -pot ware & dish ware
        -PS3
        -entertainment stand
        -lazyboy chair
        -The other chairs
        -card table
Are all hers. Now how did she afford all of this. When she turned 18 she got 20K, I told her that she could do what she wants with it. Although i suggested and told her what i would do is save it and maybe spend max 5K. She blew it all in 2-3 months.

   So this is where the "start over" comes in the next couple of months will be me and my roommate rebuilding the apartment. saving some money up and buying the things we need and so on.  I wouldn't want it any other way cause i don't want to fight for this shit, i want her gone so she can take it and leave. i have no problem rebuilding.


So yeah, Its a fresh start.