so random freaking day... guess it was karma at least someone might think that

So today started with me getting up, no being woken up by my dad to get ready. i wanted to snap then i had to remember he didn't know that i pulled an all nighter the day before and i didn't so to sleep until around 2am. so yeah lack of sleep is a good way to start a day. lawl. so then shower, get dressed, and all that. then i had to pack since i was staying at Gillis' for the night for grad tomorrow. so i also had to pack my grad shit. i missed the bus so i walked to his house.

i got to Eric's house only to find out he was asleep and his mom was at work. His grandma was like no no you can't get him up i will u stay down here :s. so whatever i did then i put my suit in the closet and started to watch tv. after about 3 times of his grandma going up to get him i just went yup to get him. Guess what it worked xD, i could have saved so much time.

So we went out to job hunt and yeah talk about shit. well i wanted to know what i fucked up with Joe. it seems tell someone something even tho it made things better just not right away. so whatever he is pissed because i talked to Nicole but whatever. i am glad things worked out for him even if its not what he wanted its better for him. now the job hunting went well to bad most place for once talked about hiring me, not just taking resume and leaving. One guy even told me he would call in 2 weeks :D.


After that we were kinda just chilling and like what we going to do today. so Kayla was like come over. not asking more like telling. so yeah i talked to gillis and we were going to. then Eric's mom came back and like said she was taking us out for lunch :D so we did and we got a meat lovers pizza <3. After that gillis took forever lurking shit on fb and writing his blog taking his sweet ass time to bug me so i couldn't hang out with Kayla. >.< but i watched FMA: brotherhood and like that ep was freaking awesome, but i am not sure if how they are making one more ep. everything is closed and tied up. but yeah after that we went to kayla's


the rest of the day we chillen with Kayla.

Now we got there and we went upstairs to her room where eric befriended kayla's dog and well i flirted like hard with kayla. so much so Gillis was like i am going to tim's. so we all went and like after he got his coffee we chilled beside tim's and like my foot and part of my leg went to sleep and i couldn't really walk. but after that we went downtown. then we met up with Kyla's mom first hard part of the day. i had to stop flirting xD because kayla has a bf and her mom knows that. so yeah we found little ways too but like nothing like we normally do.

after that we went back to kayla's where Eric chilled on the back and well kayla and i again flirted. after a bit her mom came up and was like kayla your the host i am goin to take the dog for a walk. so yeah we went down to eat dinner. which Gillis mom took and kinda made him go home and iwas allowed to stay. but he was allowed eat. so as we went downstairs eric went ahead of me and Kayla tried to to kiss me and i didn't let her. which both eric and kayla was like >.< so... yeah. i might be a man whore but she has a bf.

then by the time we got downstairs gillis was leaving and we had to make him stay and eat more then he left. -.-; so after Kayla and i finished up we went after him. when we got to his house i called to his window where he joined me for a 2 sec talk before his mom freaked and made us both come in. then after a phone call i was able to get outside. Kayla :), so we flirted and talked about if she really liked me then she needed to break up with her bf. after abit gillis came out and i had to talk to my parents so they talked.

after this eric's mom took us out for coffee, but first we went to get a movie and then coffee. Kayla and i both don't like coffee we had to get it. so yeah we both got a ice coffee and her and i shared one and i gave mine to gillis. then we went to the mount brow. where kayla and i went for a walk and where i finally broke and kissed her... and things seemed good tho. i was happy she was happy, i didn't feel bad for breaking my our morals. idk it could have helped she told me she was going to leave him, not like she had a choice.

when we got back we had to drive Kayla home so we did and i walked her to the door and we kissed a couple more times. we said good night and things seemed good. when i turned away to go to the car Eric screamed something stupid. but yeah. when we got back to gillis house and i finished helping his mom dye her hair. i noticed that Kayla was saying she was confused. so i asked her whats wrong, is it the choice you need to make leslie or me. I don't know how she made this choice after today and how well things went, but she said she was sorry and that she still liked leslie. -.-; which i said was ok and that i told her i would be on her side all the way. but now i feel like a jackass because now she cheated on him he will never know and my broke a moral rule i had. Gillis doesn't seemed so worried about it tho. so idk she is hanging with Leslie tomorrow, wonder who she will be thinking about, the guilt would kill me, just saying