An after thought

This is all i am. i am the back up plan. IF the guy u want doesn't want u there is always me. You know the one that really does care, has a job and willing to spend on you just to see you smile. The one that gives his all only to be used until they are bored and throw me away. This is who i am. Its funny i should be pissed or sad even hurt. Yet i had a question on Formspring it was "Would you rather love but never be loved, or be loved but never love?" it is truly an outstanding question. The answer i gave is true but not at detailed as the answer should be. My answer was i would rather love then be loved. Since this is my answer and it is true it makes sense why i am not pissed or sad or even hurt by the fact i am an after thought. The reason is i am happy when i make someone i "love" smile. Love meaning someone close to me boy or girl.

Now the reason i gave that answer besides the fact it is a simple straight forward answer and true. IS the fact in ever relationship i have give it my all to make it work, i go the extra steps that aren't need to make sure they are happy. If she is happy then i am happy since i know at that very moment i am the one you caused her to smile or feel the way she does. Also the ability to love is very important. I believe without the ability to care, to love we are not human. Its pretty simple reasoning i know but still. This is my reason and i stand by it.

As humans we have some very powerful emotions and Love is one of them. It makes us do crazy things that we would normally never do.